Hello! Blogging again after like.. A FEW MONTHS not blogging? .___. heh. Here I am.. In a depressed mood again... =( Let's list it out.. x/
1. HMP test. It screwed a lot. I didn't know how to write.. Didn't know what to write.. Didn't know where to listen. The worst was.. "What is the instrument that comes in first?"
ME: ... -.- SHIT. oboe? clarinet? SHIT. I don't know how to differentiate. *imagines sheena and charis playing <- their instrument mah* but.. to no avail -.- *TIKAMS* answer: oboe. CORRECT ANSWER: clarinet. *TOOOT#^%&^*&%&^$%^#$%#%$%&^!@#$TOOT*
Conclusion: My music knowledge SUCKS and.. so what if i watch SO many concerts? No improvement. To make it sound ugly.. Waste of time. I can't even differentiate instruments! :'(
2. I am.. 'losing' my hair and friends.. I don't know! It is either they have changed or I have changed.. We seem distant from each other alr! We were SO SO SO close last time crapping abt everything under the sun.. Now.. weird. I apologise for snapping at you always! I don't know why I do that too! I think you hate me literally by now. I really regret lah!! AHHHHHHHHHHH is there a chance to mend it back?? then we can work together again! Work for ___________! HAIZ D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D= D=
3. I am lacking of time! not time for hw but time in school to chiong council stuff! :'( like tmr.. We have to chiong design for PSS board, let ms teng listen to our speech and paste up posters! Somemore need to go m401 to gossip about some #%^$%E@#$!@ TOOT ppl xD HAHA ops
Actually that's all to my sadness but i dunno! TOday after HMP block test, I went to eat with denise and song yang (in an attempt to DISTRESS).. Then we (esp denise and I) were like, "I feel like bao4-ing at someone and SCREAM and CRY!!! But no reason to do so! *heart feels SUPER and irritatingly heavy and BLEH. =/

SYF is actually ok! Our standard SHOT up like crazy! Feelings is there like fire in our hearts! 0.0 HAHA i know it sounds wrong lah! BUT me is happy! striving towards GWH NYCO! xD ~ALL THE WAY! cos it's like the previous few sessions, our notes, yin1 zun3, technical stuff all ALMOST perfect but the feeling like -------------------- <- this flat x( NOW it's full of fireworks and WHOOTs! xD HEHE i really very nervous and excited *hyperventilating*!!! This is my FIRST time participating in SYF and probably the last time... =P hehe dunno! may be joining SYCO in JC.. dunno!

... OK now for JOKEs!!!!!!!!
1. You know Earth Hour day right? Then (in support of Lisa xD) my whole family switched off all the lights at home. Then as KAYPO ppl, me, my father, my mother, decided to go to Hougang Mall and see which shops support Earth Hour! xD so we went.. walk here walk there.. Then we decided to go to the supermarket xD then me and my mum went to the sweets section to look at the chocolates.
Mum: Eh mei ah, mai3 zhe4 ge4! hao3 chi1! (holds on to the cadbury chocolate)
Me: really meh? Not nice! this one nicer lah! (points to van houten raisin and cadbury's black forest xD)
Mum: orh. ok lor.
(THEN after looking around and me secretly putting more and more chocolates into the basket.. this couple, about the same age as my mother, came to look at chocolates also! Then the lady took the chocolate my mum picked when we first stepped into the section xD
Mum: eh mei! in chinese: you see! that aunty also buy that chocolate! You see i tell you the chocolate very nice!

Labels: Sad day but with jokes (oxymoron)